learning to walk with Him

Haha, just realised the retardedness of my last post's title. Anyway, had bio spa today, which was do-able lah, but maybe I screwed up a bit. Oh well. Ain't gonna divulge any other info though x].

So then, what else is happening? Managed to finish EoM yesterday, which was kinda super exciting for me, since like, I was damn proud when I finished. Although I bet got a lot of things to improve and stuff....And maybe the points I gave were super repetitive and like kinda superficial? Oh well, I don't know.

Besides school and the more common and boring stuff, guess I've been quite well. But still praying to learn to grow closer to Him... Sometimes its like, either lost in the whole academic focus thing, like with everything going on at the same time, then start to forget who's REALLY in charge of everything haha. That's why maybe I still struggle with issues like these? But suppose everyone goes through it sometime or another, but usually they come out for the better.

Anyway, guess that everything that I do, I should be doing it for His glory, and not for any personal gain...and guess its also like, a daily thing that we struggle with. So, gonna pray for Him to help, cuz with Him, all things are possible x].

Yeaps, thats all for today!

cupping when i'm supposed to be mugging

Hmm, was thinking that theres so much improvements that can be made to blogger and stuff but I suppose maybe Google just wants to leave it like that >.<. Its like, urg, me trying to customize this blog and stuff is equivalent to me walking to the moon and back...which does say a lot, doesn't it? x]

Anyways, kinda figured that if I screw up my promos, I probably deserve it. Still no motivation to study! Like it's so zzZ lor! Anyway, hopefully studying with some people might help, but definitely no small groups (3's a crowd!), or I won't ever pay attention with all the blah blah blah around me. Oh well, I guess I really DO need to start, as a friend kindly reminded me that mugging for one chapter a day, you still won't be able to finish all the subjects. How bout 10 chapters a day ehh?

So yeah well, I really should go, and there isn't much happening in my life right now anyways, so why bother wasting time reading other people's blogs when you should be mugging right now ehh?

Shoo!

Starting on a new clean slate x]

Haha, I figured that the old emo self was waaaay over. Obviously not meaning that I don't exactly have like times where I feel down and crappy and totally suicidal haha, but that aside, I figured that the past is unrepresentative of the present! I mean like, I suppose life's worth living more than we can ever imagine x]. 

Oh by the way, I just KNOW you're still thinking about the suicidal thing heh. But its not a problem haha, I mean.... well I suppose God has taken care of that x]. Like no way in this life am I gonna let Him down and give up and kill myself man! There's just no way! So shoo, stop thinking bout it! xD 

But yeah, why the sudden urge to blog, you might ask. Well, every new day brings a new thought and new feelings, new knowledge, new experiences. So I suppose the same goes for blogs? Haha, not making any sense xP. 

Hmm, but I suppose this is yet another attempt to make something that is both public, yet private, open, yet closed, thoughtful, yet free (which kinda doesn't really make sense anyway haha). So, who knows? Everything's worth a try yeah?

Anyway, ain't gonna publicize this heh. Since I suppose I don't want to attract people to read, just for the sake of attracting people to read. Anyway, heh I suppose my friends will find my blog sooner or later, and they can do the publicizing for me ehh? x] (yes that's right. YOU xD)

So then, with exams round the corner and people becoming crazy, I shall too return to slogging my way through what is known as EoM, aka evil reincarnate! And hopefully some good would come of it x]. 

And yes, you have a nice day too!